Before the Rain

Once upon a time there was a story so unreal is hard to tell
And no one seems to understand
Once within my mind there was a name that I can't even start to spell
Cause I don't wanna break againAll I do and all I am
Everything's because of himMy head my heart my honesty
My self and I with all of me
I would give more than I had
But all I had was nothing of head
My voice my eyes will never see
The way they looked and spooked of me
No where I can go to regain
Whatever I was before the rainEvery single time I close my eyes
My mind goes back to where he was
Cause she don't wanna ???? to stay(no no)
Love is not a crime
But it shure feels like doing time
My mind is shown that she don't wanna
Let me in, noAnd all I do and all I am
Everything's because of himMy head my heart my honesty
My self and I with all of me
I would give more than I had
But all I had was nothing of head
My voice my eyes will never see
The way they looked and spooked of me
No where I can go to regain
Whatever I was before the rainWhatever I was before the rainOnce upon a time there was a story so unreal is hard to tell
And no one seems to understandMy head my heart my honesty
My self and I with all of me
I would give more than I had
But all I had was nothing of head
My voice my eyes will never see
The way they looked and spooked of me
No where I can go to regain
Whatever I was before the rainOh Oh OhWhatever I was before the rain(x 2)