First Timer

I'm a first timer
Wishing I was someone else
When I see you by yourselfIn a cold riddle
Where you find yourself not blocked
By the doors you lockedYou won't do what the doctor ordered
You won't see someone else
Come on back to meMy pride tomorrow
You say you feel all hollow
And you know it's 'cause you are
Well, at least so farI think of you with hesitation
I think of you too hard
Come on back to me
But don't make me sorryI'm a first timer
Wishing I'd been someone else
Seeing you by yourself
Seeing you by yourself