Elegant and Perverse

Engulfed within somnolence
Submerged within chimera
In isolation I wander
To the place of my sepulcherThe beauty of oblivion
Obstructing my path
Elegant yet perverse
To follow that before me
So blindly I durstVisions of all I desire came
These gifts I could obtain
The penalty for such treasure
In your world I could not remainBy temptation weakened
Like flowers beneath the frost
Fantasy was mine to live
I realized not my lossAnon it was ended
Anon it had begun
I awaken after every dusk
Never revealed is the sunNow in perpetual somnolence
In immortal isolation I wander
Submerged in chimera
To the place of my sepulcherTo the fulfilled I am cursed
To the deprived blessed
Elegant yet perverse
Shall I find my rest?