Absorbed

I have to forget, push things from my head
 I've got to leave that past of blood 'nd tears
 My brain... injected, information... infected
 I'm absorbed lost in my storm

 I've got to stop and clear my conscience
 I've got to look for another direction
 My arms... out stretched, my hands... touch nothing
 I'm absorbed by the fog of my lies

 You're out there...somewhere
 Outside getting on with life
 I'm in here...nowhere
 Inside looking for a key

 So what can I do to find myself
 Which way is right, which way is left
 Direction undiscovered, my body exhausted
 I'm absorbed totally confused