Hiding

Blistered shut, i?ve spat my 

 prayers 

 lost in thought but still 

 no reason to care 

 i wish i could 

 find a fucking escape 

 if i?m 

 hiding or lost don?t find me 

 in 

 these dreams all my teeth 

 crumble 

 i?m fighting back the 

 fear but i?m not worth the 

 struggle 

 lost all control, a 

 puppet hung in strings 

 an 

 impossible goal of just barely 

 surviving 

 so the dust collects, 

 and i lose my chance to 

 speak 

 today i die with debt, 

 tomorrow?s draped in 
  

 sheets 

 scream as loud as you 

 can 

 beat your head into a 

 wall 

 try and find a reason 

 and 

 make sense of it all 

 i screamed 

 as loud as i can 

 bashed my head 

 onto a wall 

 couldn?t find a 

 reason 

 to make sense of it all 

 i 

 can?t believe everything will work 

 out fine 

 to trust in god 

 that 

 bastard fucking hates me 

 we're 

 all dead in the end 

 he?s not 

 looking so fight like hell 

 we're 

 all dust in the end